It's 1 am and I'm thinking too much
I'm not the person I was 2 years ago yet that person is still me. I wonder if I'm wasting my life away, I wonder if people remember me in the ways I remember myself. I question if the ones I think about on a daily ever have a passive thought of me. Am I the bad guy in another persons life. I wonder if the little things in life, in my life, are remembered. I wonder if they remeber my face as theirs disappears from my memory. I think love will last forever but its just one simple thing in the experience of life and will end at one point, even if you protests it doesn't.
I think I need to take my antidepressants this is too serious for a illegal manga site that has a shit ton of porn
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i think you think too little of yourself. of course there are people that remember you and think of you as much as you think of them. we never know the impact we have on other people but its always bigger than we think it is. and the fact that you changed and not the same as two years ago, thats a great thing. it means you are growing. staying the same is worse than changing. of course the change might not seem pleasant to you but maybe its something that has ti be in order for you to become a version of yourself you are proud of. please take your antidepressants spiraling does no good for your wellbeing. ik its hard but try to think of the better days ahead!:)
You can choose not to read them and switch to webtoon. I read on webtoon to avoid all the adult contents that I see on mangago. Using mangago to chat with others is rather amusing.
ME TOO
It's alright to overthink, just try not to spiral down too hard.