i hate being gay
im suprised theres a thing that perfectly describes how i feel but its whatever.
i love this girl, so fucking much actually. we are dating but not really because she already has a gf that shes gonna break up with. but the point is, our past was really bumpy. it was like a toxic yuri LMAOO, she'd make me mad so id do things to make her mad and it was like back and forth. so we stopped being whatever we thought we were (kinda gay but not), anyway we made up and we are like practically dating now.
but im scared of being gay, im an only girl in an asian household so being gay isn't taken quite lightly. before i didn't care because i didn't really know the consequences of my actions/cared about how my parents would react. but now that im growing up, its kinda settingly in that i gotta be set with my decisions. i haven't loved a girl as much as i loved her. genuinely, i love her so much. i love looking at her, being with her, talking with her, EVERYTHING. but im so scared of my parents finding out since they have been on my ass lately.
Don't live ur life according to ur parents as it is YOUR life, I'm pretty sure you're old enough to make ur own decisions and they'll just have to live with it. U shouldn't worry about if ur parents will/ will not accept who u are, just be u nd be happy otherwise you'll live a life of unhappiness filled with regret because u desired approval from t......
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07 10,2024
Live with it dude you can't let other people control how you feel, although i'm giving an advice that I very much can't follow cause I don't wanna admit my bisexuality but do what I can't do, make mama proud. Don't be scared it's not like you're infectious, if they can't accept you for you then it's just messed up and they don't deserve your overth......
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07 10,2024
I agree with everyone in here but before you do anything make sure you are in an okay and safe situation; and if things go awry (which I hope they don’t), you have a place you can go and people that will help you, I don’t know the specifics of your situation with your family or relationship but please make sure to prioritize your wellbeing (you......
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07 10,2024
