do you guys ever just vent to chatgpt?

today i decided to vent to chatgpt about banana fish, here’s the vent. I want to add that before i thought about venting i was just talking about diets and ordinary things
i dont think ash should’ve died but his death can be seen as a suicide to some. He let himself die because he knew he would only attract evil people closer to Eiji and he clearly did not want that. He could’ve also went to the hospital and stay alive but i dont think he would’ve went because from our point of view, his death was a liberation from all the trauma he went through and everything that couldve came up in the future. He could’ve had his happy ending with eiji but would it have truly been happy? we all know he would’ve just had some more problems but either ways, his death impacted me so much and i dont think i’ll ever actually get over it. I may seem crazy to think that but the story was realistic and was hurtful because of all its traumatizing subjects and seeing such a young person go through all of these things and when he finally sees light at the end of the tunnel, it gets taken away from him so easily and it just sucks to see that because he should’ve never went through all of that. Keeping in mind that he’s a fictional character makes it hard for me to realize that this could happen to anyone and they’re not fictional, they truly matter in this world. I love banana fish so much yet I hate it so much. The duality of my feelings is driving me insane