No clue where im going

okay so im aware this isnt the website for this but i currently have no acess to anything so in short i was in the hospital and when they brought me up for a scan my mother took this as the time to go through my phone to which she saw 1. i had a boyfriend and 2. i had been engaging sexually with him and so my insane catholic mother took my phone, told my entire family (she even allowed them to read the messages some of which i talked about my turn ons that ive never told ANYONE about), and acted as if i was insane at her for taking the most perfect guy for me. i got to talk to him through a friends phone but his last message was "im so sorry" and its been as that for weeks. my mom is persistant he is trying to sex traffic me because he looks mexican and we met online. i feel as my life has gone down the drain, where do i go from here?