Should I talk to my crush?

I had a crush on my classmate for 4 years so I confessed to him before transferring schools, he told me "I have to study" to my face not even a no. Well one of my friends told him that it was some sort of a dare ,I felt really angry coz she didn't even ask me for my consent.so because of this I confessed AGAIN...this time he was like "ah ok" and walked away..again I was very much confused
Fast forward a few months some of his friends asked my bestfriend whether I was genuine about it. So my bestfriend said yes and told them that I was very sad coz he didn't even give me proper no
Next day his friends again met her and said that they told the conversation between them to my crush and he was like " it's not like I don't like her it's just that we're supposed to study at this age" like broo you could've told me that it's not like I'm gonna eat u or something
Also once when him and his friends were playing truth or dare his friends asked him who his crush was...AND GUESS WHAT HE TOLD MY NAME
Just what is this scenario? Should I talk to him in person?( he blocked me)