i am homoerotically hopelessly sappily inlove with my best friend
i have a crush on her for 4 years now and it's so bad. It was valentines and i gave her her fav chocolate and like she gave me a fucking banana in exchange but that's so loveable about her. She gained a new friend like just this week and they're already so close it kind of pisses me off bc i am hopeless and in no point of return i kiss her on the cheek as a joke BUT IT WAS NEVER A JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!! i go to her house often (like twice a week and i sleep over there alot) and im close to her family to the point that i get invited in their familial occasions. a bunch of her clothes are in my house and a bunch of mine are in hers. i even know her phone password and she lets me play stupid subway surfers. i treat her everytime we go out even if im broke. im thinking of getting a job at this café we frequently go into... i even serenaded her and everyone thinks were dating but shes so dense FUCKKKKKKK IM SO HOPELESS chat am i cooked
Maybe she s not dense. Either she understands but waits for you to say it out loud clearly so she can say how she feels too, or she pretends that she doesn't understand and doesn't even want to hear what you feel about her reply
