Blorp
Why is my existence so weird? This year I've been socializing way more than before just because I don't hate myself as much.
It's 12 pm for me and I'm just contemplating life. I'm realizing that I'm so awkward. I literally laugh at my own jokes alone while the background is just crickets.
I also have a difficult time controlling my tone, basically screaming a lot even when I don't mean to. The amount of embarrassing shit flooding into my head just when I'm about to sleep?
My brain: do you remember when you were screaming about femboys and other embarrassing stuff Infront of a crowded group of people?
I've always been a weirdo, I'm just contemplating when I'll stop being it. What's even the definition of being normal? Everyone is weird up to a certain point. How do we differentiate from normal and weird people. I don't mean the people that do bad things weird, I mean, just weird people. People that haven't caused any harm yet aren't exactly "normal" in society's standards. Anyway what the fuck am I doing, time to sleep, goodnight to whoever reads this shitty paragraph. (•‿•)
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you just gotta humble yourself as you get older you'll learn its okay to keep things to yourself and that everyone has these same thoughts. don't hold back ur personality theres not actually a "normal person" thats just a term for people who fit in outwardly (in my opinion) but there is a line you gotta think about when it comes to time and place to say things. BUT its ok to laugh at your own jokes i think everyone does and with your tone the important thing is to think before you speak esp in a serious or sad situation
Yea bro u a lil different, it’s alr you still got time
thanks gang