I fell for a man online and now he has ghosted me...

Its been awhile since i recieved actual genuine care and love from someone, i fell for their determination but now... they immedietly ghosted me and blocked me everywhere. I liked him alooott and i didnt mean to ruin our friendship but i hadnt realised either he had traumas from guys like me. He even deleted his face reveals in our dms and he was so my type but im sooorrry... i shoulve kept my feelings to myself.