I'm sorry for shitting on the people you care about but i dont understand why

You still like them despite treating you like absolute crap. They don't feel any remorse nor guilt for what they're doing but you're willing to break our friendship cus what? I didn't like them? I don't understand why you continue to defend and say "oh they're good friends" I am so tired of you. You're blind and that's why people hurt you. You're dumb and is so easy to manipulate. That's why you always get hurt because you'd rather choose their happiness over yours. Idc if u kill urself over these people. Ur on ur own.