It’s happened before multiple times

It’s even worse when you’re best friend was your lover. In the end I basically got him out of his social anxiety shell, me getting bullied as well meant that he was getting bullied as well. I was just something he could lean on and I was a burden. We did truly love each other. Should’ve kissed him when I had the chance. I was the one who moved away not him. I still have his hoodie, should I send it back???