guys im scared
like im looking thru the stuff i used to read on wattpad and manga websites when i was a 13 yo
... what fucking sort of freak was i back then
im acc so afraid of my younger self, like
how tf did i read the cringiest smuts. WITH A STRAIGHT FACE.
also. incest? WHY.
plus i used to read sm toxic shit that i acc started laughing at when i was going thru them a few days ago (im 19 now); and like this shit is either so badly written or so toxic i just wanna throw up
i am so happy that i prefer ao3 now. it is not nearly as unhinged as wattpad.
also, my moral filter has improved so, so much. damn, i used to be such a degenerate.
anyone else?
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:))))) the incest shit is kinda relatable, because my underage ass was into it too and I blame Ouran Highschool Host Club and Vampire Knight for it :)))
Still, even as an adult I be reading toxic and cringy shit. I just learned to be critical and realistic about it. To me, fiction and fantasy are just that and nothing more.
I would, however, judge my younger self for reading all the trash with bad art. Now I read trash, but at least it's pretty trash
fr my friend, like I'm judging
you're right, ao3 is not as unhinged as wattpad. it's only a thousand times worse lmfao
fr there are times where I am grateful for tag filters BC there are times when I just wanna be soft BUT there are also my rut periods istg