Fuck them I had a whole mental breakdown about this group speech

No cus how could they just go decide to remove my role? Even if my role was small, it's what I practiced and LEARNED. I can't just go do another role? Or you put me in props? They blame me for whatever stupid reasons like dude... Give me enough instructions and actions, I can do it but yesterday i was distracted because I had a PTSD. Don't just text me "Hey so the whole group decided you're not fitted for this role, you should just do props." it's what I practiced for weeks. I tried to do better but this girl kept stealing my chance to literally SPEAK my 1 single line. It's just the same line over and over again 7 times but with different emotions. I already know the emotions part but I'm still confused with the actions I have to do but you didn't give me instructions for them! I had to make them up on my own!

I told them I'm not gonna attend the goddamn practice because don't just give my role to someone like that on the last week of practicing.