Not to vent or anything

but I've never had a boyfriend before, so I don't know what to do. I've been craving and burning to be held by a ᴹᴬᴬᴺᴺᴺ!! My friend goth always looks at me like I'm weird when I tell him, so I need to bother someone else. Even he has a boyfriend. Ugghhh~ I've never been too much of a fan of sports but there's a guy that I wouldn't mind shooting hoops for. He was flirting with me and I completely missed it. His name's Jock, but we figured things out and we're together now, but my friend goth—the boyfriend he's with—I think I have a crush on. He's really cute and I- my heart flutters when I'm near him. What should I do?