(TW: SA) I hated my ex...
This is the first time I'm opening up abt this. I was asleep when this happened to me, In the middle of the night. I didn't consent to that, I didn't open up abt this to any of my ex's friends but they did that shit to me. I kept this feeling buried deep and forced myself to forget about it, I gaslit myself everyday that It didn't happen but it did and yk what's the proof of that? My daughter. I was a minor. I wasn't ready for this. I didn't consent to this. I wanted to just forget abt this, cus the person who did it to me was a victim themselves. Why did i have to relive that moment just for some stupid stuff
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I'm so sorry that happened to you, omg, that's so fucking disgusting and I'm so sorry that you didn't have anyone you could share it with. I wish you and your daughter the very best, I'm so proud of you for living through such a terrible experience and am so proud of your strength <3.
Thank you <3 it's really hard that people are not believing me over this and I really had enough of ppl refusing to see I'm a teen parent and It felt super invalidating of my experience with my ex and I wanted to open up abt this so badly but I never did cus my consciousness refused to see it happened until today.
No problem, it's such a shitty world and I'm so sorry you felt so invalidated by the people around you. <3