Deep cleaning my house and found a letter from my bf that passed...
Today, I finally decided to enter the guest room and clean it, he used to stay there and that's kinda the same place he "did it" but anyways, obv there's a cabinet there where he stores his clothes. I went through them one by one then it came to the jacket I gave for his birthday.
Me, checking pockets to see if they had money or well candies and stuff since he always had candy everytime. I found a letter. The letter was for 2026 him.
I opened it and I cried. In the letter he asked his future self about stuff and if he's okay and if him and I are still together or friends. Then In the same letter, "if this is being read by someone, I'm sorry I'm cringey and I think I know why." he was implying he didn't live long enough to see this letter. He went on to tell the person whoever is reading it that "I hope you heal enough from my passing."
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jesus christ that’s devastating. i share his hope in that you are healing but also taking the time to mourn.
yhh same, I'm so sorry.
I've been taking therapy! Its been over like 4 months now ^^ I'm slowly still accepting things