Recommendations Please

My cat of 17 years died last week and I’m still trying to find away to cope. I tried reading something fluffy to lift my spirits, but it didn’t help much. Do y’all have any webcomics or anything that I can read that will leave me bawling my eyes out? Any grieving advice is also welcome. I’ve been doing pretty good overall, but it’s still hard to wake up and her not be sleeping next to me or sitting on my hair or something