Guy's I finally did it!!

I have this weird habit of cutting people off when things go wrong. Like after I failed an entrance exam I just stopped talking to my college friends for a whole year. Same with my school friends after high school i just disappeared. Today I accidentally picked up a call from one of my college friends. She was pissed at first, but then we ended up talking for an hour. It honestly felt so good to talk again it was like a weight off my chest. But I know this habit of mine won't cahnge easily but I'll try reaching out first to my friends from now on.