ever struggled liking a piece of media after u used to share it with someone?

I used to watch my friend stream 8 hours everytime she'd go live for around two years. We became friends IRL after one month, then had a falling that was very public on her stream. Deleted my twitch account, and discord, basically had to clean house. Now I have both but don't watch streamers anymore. Not wise to get so close to people   reply