Maturing is so fucking real because i just went and read the comments i left under the stories I've read in the past and my honest reaction was.... I wanna fucking kill myself, in that age specifically, because my frontal lobe was worse than undeveloped, it was fucking premature and deformed and I can't stand reading any comment without physically cringing. The same goes for my old messages especially in Discord like OH. MY. DEAR. HEAVENS. I don't think me and whoever the fuck wrote that is anyhow related to each other like that. I despise my digital footprint so badly but it's all part of character development so I'm not gonna delete them and let everyone bask in its glorious ominous presence.
This but its me begging someone to stay cus i had abandoment issues and i didnt think that me constantly doing that was actually harassment till i experienced it myself or atleast acknowledge it cus im a person whk gets guilt trip easily reply
