And I do have some time where I'd have this crush on a fictional character but it'll end in admiration instead. But this character? I've never ever felt such love. He's an antagonist, definitely ugly the creator said so themselves, but holy shit I just cannot stop myself from drawing him. I think something is absolutely wrong with me. It's my first time feeling this way to a fictional character. He's the worst but holy shit I cannot- hate him. He has too many personalities that I love. Yeah I'm deranged guys. HE'S NOT EVEN HOT LIKE MUZAN OR ANYTHING HE'S JUST SO- FUCK DAMMIT BRO FUCKKKKKK
MIND YOU THIS WAS THE ONLY AND THE FIRST CHARACTER IVE FELT SOMETHING WITH WTF
That's called hyperfixation. You're not in love. Be obsessed, take care of yourself, don't get into Internet argument over them. Draw and collect merch (if such exists) to your heart's content. It'll pass eventually. Maybe a week, maybe a month, maybe a couple. It'll be okay 1 reply
I can only have an opinion on this if you say who is the character.
(Also I'm no expert on what it is to be aromantic but I think is normal to have fictional crushes, like I Know some straight dudes that salivate like fountains at the sight of any Gyro panel)
BUT- I also draw and I think this has happened to me some time ago lmao, some character ...... 2 reply