Guys... I've been an Aromantic for many years...

And I do have some time where I'd have this crush on a fictional character but it'll end in admiration instead. But this character? I've never ever felt such love. He's an antagonist, definitely ugly the creator said so themselves, but holy shit I just cannot stop myself from drawing him. I think something is absolutely wrong with me. It's my first time feeling this way to a fictional character. He's the worst but holy shit I cannot- hate him. He has too many personalities that I love. Yeah I'm deranged guys. HE'S NOT EVEN HOT LIKE MUZAN OR ANYTHING HE'S JUST SO- FUCK DAMMIT BRO FUCKKKKKK

MIND YOU THIS WAS THE ONLY AND THE FIRST CHARACTER IVE FELT SOMETHING WITH WTF