People are stupid

tldr: MY LAB PARTNER MADE ME DERANGED ENOUGH THAT EVERY TIME I SEE HER, I WANT TO SQUISH HER HEAD AND POP IT LIKE A PIMPLE BECAUSE NOT ONLY DOES SHE NOT MAKE ME DO ALL THE WORK, SHE ALSO NEEDS ME TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO HER AND GIVE HER CREDIT FOR DOING NOTHING. That is all you need to know to understand just how much of a little shit she is.

Okay, I hope that no one will remember, but last time, I ranted about LADS here, some more reasonable people pointed out that it wasn't necessary and as many people said, it was an overreaction. I agree and that it wasn't necessary to be so harsh about them even if they can't do basic probability calculations that you should know how to do as a middle schooler. I am not being sarcastic, and I do think that calling them whiny bitches and hags were excessive and I shouldn't have done so.

As to why I bothered to add the preamble, it's because yes, this irrelevant rant is about a cis-woman who identifies as female with she/her pronouns. Go cry about it when I call her a piece of shit or something. I actually stopped using bitch several times while writing this, so don't fucking call me out on that bullshit. Genuinely, calling anyone a bitch was so common, like bro, idk when suddenly people are like it's not okay now. And like, ngl, people are going to say, "it's common sense" well, no, not really honestly. Because you speak to woman who are okay with it and then there are people who aren't okay with it, and like, sure, ig it makes sense, but like, if it's the first time that's pointed out to me and I think it's a general insult that btw I have used it against a dude, then yeah idk when these trends start lmao. So, yes I didn't call this person a bitch and if I see a SINGLE comment saying it... I'm calling you all hypocrites.

Anyway, I am here to rant again about something else this time since midterms have been completed and I just got a message from my dumbass lab partner that pissed me off so much that it's not even 1 am and I am already typing this shit. To make sure that people don't cancel me for derogatory speech, I'll just write gore instead. Happy? Reasonable fictional murder. I probably won't... Actually, I have no idea right now.

This girl, who I am going to call Karen because meme, is such a special little donut that she comes to ME and begs to work with me. And when say I beg, I mean I am basically anti-social to a point where I think I've written more dialogue in fanfiction than I have actually spoken to people... And even when people talk to me, it's like, ykw just go with the flow, I have social anxiety (idk if I do, but something along those lines. I have something idk what). So, SHE comes to ME, asks to work with me. I actually had someone from last semester, but ykw, I felt bad for her because yes, everyone in the class knows who still needs to learn how to complete a square in a multivariable calculus course (Yes, it's Karen).

So, she asked me, and I accepted. We have had so far... two labs and we are heading into our third one... in THREE CLASSES. I am going through ALL of them. Yes, all of them.

Now, just for another preamble, I am not saying I am perfect and have been perfect throughout this process, I am saying that for what I have done, I don't think I have warranted ANY of this bullshit. I do believe that I was a fucking pushover when I accepted, I do believe that I'm such a pushover that I basically let her walk all over me like this until now. Yes, I am a bad communicator, but I am not dumb enough to let it affect productivity. Yes, I am going to go to the TA. Yes, I am ranting. Yes, I am done the lab (well, I need to test it, but I need the lab's FPGA and I don't own one), so yes, I am allowed to waste my own sleeping time. It's Saturday.

Class 1:
This is a coding lab, we are using a new language that no one in the class knows. So, both of us have no idea. We don't know anything and we're just learning. The first lab is really easy, all that we're doing is following instructions. Listen carefully, we are f o l l o w i n g instructions. Read word for word. The only brain power you need is to actually understand it, and trust me, it's a table, just remember the table.

Because it's a two person thing and it's the lab period, we only have one desktop. Now, usually, most people would be like, ok, I'll type, you read/help/think and yes, everyone in the lab was doing it like this. For what reason? Because, it's... efficient. Having to switch, point out when to switch, ask to switch, all of that is bubbly cooperative nonsense bullcrap because listen, if you have enough time to whine about work breakdown, you have enough time to do. the. work. There will always be people who do less than others, there will always be people who do more than others. If you are a good group, a sane person, and reasonable, you shouldn't be having grips over how much % someone has done unless someone is doing EVERYTHING.

As in, the only scenario where imo, the issue of working with other people comes into play is when you are doing above 70~80% of the work. And even then, if the other person is nice and is cool and chill and laidback, tell them to get you a tim hortons (ofc you still should pay up your share) - that's also ok. Being a nice kid is equally as valid of a good partner honestly, some people just are slower and some people are just lazy. As long as they don't do anything BAD, then it's okay.

And ig to some people that's a huge issue because like, omg I didn't do exactly 50% of the work, but like idk if that's realistic.

Anyway, so Karen and I are working aka, I'm typing and connecting the diagrams but because this thing is so easy, I'm doing it with half an eye closed and it's working out. Karen gets upset, and is like, "Hey, you're doing everything, let me do it."

I'm like, ok...? because like, she IS catching like spelling errors (in a coding project lmao) and we... split it up. It's not a big deal and we finish the lab in the time. Now, for these labs we also have a presentation called a demo. The lab is really easy, I am not kidding, trust me, I could probably understand it as a elementary schooler. I get to the lab early because you know, I want to prepare, so I spend the time to read everything and write notes and figuring everything out because yes, you as a student should be self-sufficient.

This treewart whose only function in life is to suck on my tits for help comes in, right before the actual lab, like right before, and says, "let's rehearse."

Now, let me explain something, there is no such thing as rehearse. This is like, the biggest bullshit anyone will ever say. Our "presentation" is us pressing buttons and saying what they do. As in, as long as you write down what each button does, the TA does not care if you are reading off a goddamn script. Not that you can because there is some degree of a spontaneous question-styled issue. So, no, there is no need to rehearse, and SHE saying rehearse is actually she saying, "idk anything, please correct everything I say." You will later understand why this is the case.

I say no. I'm not wasting my time, and yes, I wasn't kidding, I was trying to get a head start on the second lab, which... we basically went from 1+1=2 to calculus and sadly that is a pretty accurate analogy. I told her, directly, that she had two weeks to practice, she had two weeks to go to the TA, I didn't learn any of this so I went back home and studied and I came prepared. I am under no obligation to teach her. While I don't mind [helping] her, genuinely, the fact that she is having trouble with something that should take like twenty minutes to understand isn't something I can or should help with because that's not me helping her, that's me facilitating her refusal to use her nonexistent braincells.

So, the demo comes and the TA comes and I am explaining, she literally interrupts me. I am not kidding, I am speaking, midway she cuts in and starts saying the most loaded bullshit I have ever heard. Sticking to the math analogy, this LOSER is basically saying 1+1=0, actually, based on the lab, I AM sure she did say that. That 1+1=0 because it was an OR gate that she was butting in. I got a little pissed but was like, ykw fine it's my fault for not checking if she knows shit.

After, I ask her that if she doesn't know something to just me speak and this little shithead tells me that I, as in me, myself and I, didn't "rehearse" with her. To put into perspective how much of a bullshit crap this is, it's like saying you have a group presentation and you didn't prepare whatsoever and you come in, and you ask your group mate to rehearse and they refuse. Okay, fine they are an asshole for doing it, but in the end, when it comes to your part, you know SHIT and the real reason why you needed to rehearse is because you needed your group member to teach you the part that you should have learned.

This is why I say that me rejecting her for rehearsing isn't necessarily wrong. Also, it's coding, it's not language studies. We're pressing buttons. The questions were literally like, if I press this and that what would happen - you just need to come in, test it, and say what happens.

So, no, I am not sorry for saying that she is a piece of living horsedick CRAP for suggesting that it's MY fault because I didn't "rehearse" with her.

And I was like fine, you know what WHATEVER. It's not like, the lab is out of TEN and she maybe made us lose THREE of those marks by opening her stupid mouth and letting the word fall out of her teeth because at this point, literally, pulling out her teeth to make musical chairs to tap on as pseudo-morse code as a method to communicate would be easier than whatever the hell this shit was.

Okay, so we start the second lab. As I said, it's hard, it has stuff that we actually didn't learn in class. However, this little rotten toenail is lucky that I actually prepare for the labs beforehand so I had some... idea of how to do it? And as always, I logged on (because I come early) and I started doing a little bit of it. She's like, "I'm going to do part C", and I'm like "Ok".

See, the issue with this thin asscrack is that there is one function in her brain that is programmed, and it's "who do I blame?". So, for one part, all I ask her to do is read the fucking number in the manual for me. She reads the actual program which has purposely been filled with wrong numbers by our TA (He's actually great, no hate). She DID asked me if the window is correct, but hear me out, there are like, three different windows opened, and I was typing and didn't pay attention, so it is both our faults. I am NOT saying she sucks because she read the wrong window no, I am saying she sucks because when I say, "bro, that's the quartus window you are reading off of", Karen's brain automatically processes the attack and decides to shoot me with the "Yeah, well I asked you and you said it was fine."

Now, you might be thinking, that's pathetic you wet crybaby, why are you whining about this. Listen, I am 100% neurotic and unreasonable, so when someone's response to someone telling you that you're reading off the wrong screen and your immediate response is to blame them knowing they are busy, you are either stupid, an asshole, or both. Like, no crap, girl, fucking calm down I'm not after your blue balled ass that cannot ever do wrong even though you literally know jackshit, I'm saying YOU ARE READING THE WRONG SCREEN.

And while, this in of itself isn't a big deal, if you read the rest of this, you will understand why when I look back on this interaction I cringe and want to pull my fingernails off in strips.

Anyway, so whatever, fine now we're on part C and this disease asks me to "type the code, because you type faster". I am not kidding, she makes me type because I type faster. Now, back to the preamble, see where I said I was a pushover...? Yeah, I listened to her rattle off incoherent code and typed while fixing everything she said. When the thing came to a part that she basically went ditto for because she doesn't want to think, I had to do it. Which honestly, it's fine. I gave an overview of it, but like, you know, it's not that big of a deal.

The thing is, this just continues to happen. And look, I've worked in enough groups to know that some people are just... lazy or... dumb. It's not that big of a deal. I think as people, we all have our issues and if you are that one person who is lazy, you know what? That's okay too as long as you have some other redeeming quality that can even out the field. And idk if that sounds so weird, but like, people who bullshit about carrying a team are just annoying. Someone being a good partner, not knowing anything, but just being there and waving a flag of support is STILL waving a flag of support. Sure, it sucks but usually they know they didn't do anything. They know and they are ashamed. You being a good person, in of itself, is a good thing for the team because that just means that while yes, I might have to put in more effort, you aren't going to do anything to me.

And I guess that is wild or something, but like, I've been in both parties. Would you prefer to have a partner that argues with you over everything or a partner that does nothing, but will do most menial tasks you give them? There is no such thing as a perfect group, and the chances you will ever get one is unrealistic. Work is never shared equally, and some specific redeeming qualities like how nice someone is isn't something to discount because "they didn't do anything". Because in the end, sometimes, even if they did something, you'd still be pissed that it's not of the quality you want it to be. That's just life and the inherent "fairness" of it shouldn't be based on how much work is shared, but also the attitude they have.

So anyway, the problem I have with this lowlife is that me doing work is considered a fucking crime and that I OWE her an explanation. She did NOTHING for the second lab and I did EVERYTHING and she comes in, with an attitude like I killed her mother, father, brother, and sister, and that I owe her shit for doing the work for BOTH of us even though even the TA said this lab was much more harder than the last one and that we BOTH should have been working on it just to finish it on time.

And let me explain a little bit. This lab 2 is done over 2 weeks. We agreed to work on the lab separately and share the code later and use whoevers is working (there is a reason why we are doing this actually, I am NOT kidding, it is entirely her fault). This human pimple basically came in with NOTHING, shared NOTHING, and did NOTHING. She asked for MY code, didn't do SHIT, asked for MY code, then stared at it for several hours and started doing another class' assignment because bro does shit at the last minute. As in, that assignment? It was due that day and we had an entire WEEK.

So, I said, ykw, let's just separate again, you know. Like, you clearly need to work on this. She then said she'll stay here (do NOT fall for this fakeass attempt at being a 'good' person). Now, if I was mean, I would have let her stay there and starve doing that shit because you can't eat in the lab. No, I give it like one minute, then I pack my stuff and say, "I'm going" and she leaves. Because yes, while that assignment should have been done before if Karen had any time management, I can't just let her pretend to be a good person and fail because loser has bad time management.

So, we agreed to meet up again at some unspecified date. Now, here's the thing, our "labs" are like miniature like PROJECTS. I don't how to explain it but the current lab is making the control thing for your heating/ac/ventilation system. Which ngl, it's not that bad, it's just the code itself that's disgusting. Lab 2 is a monster of a lab and it's our first time seeing something like this. We were making the part of your laptops that process calculations basically and like, this little shit does nothing, does not check the manual, does not check the rubric etc etc.

Now, we ended up having one weekend before the thing was due (our weekdays are like, no joke 4 hour lectures followed by 3 hour labs). I finished the remaining coding on the Saturday (parts D and E) and I checked it on Sunday and it was basically fine. On the afternoon on Sunday, she texts me saying she wants to meet up on MONDAY. BTW this lab 2 is due on TUESDAY. Her words, her EXACT WORDS: "do you think we can finish the lab in just 2 hours".

That lab took me a little more than a two hours.

And the funny thing is, we literally said, we'd separate and do it on our own. Like idk what CRACK this little mugworm is saying, but bro should be DONE. Fine, procrastinate, but don't fucking come to me on Sunday asking to meet on Monday and be like, oh yes we can finish on Monday.

And hear me out here, when she set up the date, the first thing I said was I can't meet after school on Monday because unlike her, I am not a procrastinator and yes, I actually needed to work with another group for another course. I had to tell her I can't be there in the afternoon for Monday.

Three.

Times.

She not only replied to me three times, she kepts on insisting on other times.

I don't care if you misread once, twice. THREE TIMES??? Fine, I'm being overdramatic people misread all the time, but no, this pathetic excuse of a human being is genuinely always like this. She prioritizes herself and her learning over others. It doesn't matter if I hardcarry her through those labs, it doesn't matter how much work I put into anything, nothing matters to her and it's all what I SHOULD do FOR HER. And even beyond that I SHOULD explain everything to her, I should be the one to do everything for her and all the heavylifting and all the thinking.

That's not my job.

So excuse me, if I am throwing a hissy fit that she ignored three of my messages to push her agenda onto me because she does this so often, that it becomes tiring and listen, THIS IS ONE COURSE. I SHARE THREE WITH HER. I AM NOWHERE NEAR DONE. HAH.

So I tell her I'm going at lunch. And she kept on telling me about her bullshit schedule and I basically told her, ok, do wtv you want, but I'm going at lunch because I literally cannot and this thing is due on Tuesday.

Remember, at this point, I'm done, I'm going to check on the project.

Now, we get there and again, she does nothing, but now, she looks at the code and has NO IDEA what is going on, AND LIKE I WONDER WHY. YOU DUMBASS. And you might think, hey you did everything by yourself ofc she doesn't know -- no, no, no, no, she brought this on herself. See, in another lab (I will get to it) she whined about learning right? So, for the sake of learning, we decided to split the work up so that I did it and she did it concurrently. Inefficient, but hey, she wants to LEARN right? She agreed, it's really not my fault.

If SHE doesn't do the work, that's not my fault.

I will use my code.

If she did the work and it was entirely functional, then yes, I will use her work.

She didn't do anything.

And the best part is that this 0 IQ shitface didn't even have the decency to upload her "code", which I suspect, doesn't exist sadly. She never shared and I am a hound for emails so if she shared and I got the email, I would have known and remembered.

Finally comes presentation day, I go there two hours before, check the lab, it's fine, and then I start the next one. Now listen, we've been working together for a good three-four weeks, she KNOWS I come in early. No, I am not assuming things, she usually comes early too, idk why she didn't that day given that one of our classes were cancelled, but you know what? I don't really care and I don't really mind. People have their problems, the project is up and running and she honestly hasn't given me that big of an issue during these labs if I'm being honest.

Seriously, for all I have shitted on her so far, if it was just that, I wouldn't even be that mad in this particular course. No, the reason why I am blueballed pissed at her is because for the presentation, twenty minutes before, she basically tried to handhold me into teaching her what was going on. Aka, and yes, I am quoting her, I have a good memory:

Me: "Is it okay if I do the demo?"
Karen: "Yeah, but what if the TA asks me questions."
Me: "Then they can stop me."
Karen: "Ok, well, we're supposed to work in a group, and so you should go over with me the project and like, tell me if what I'm saying is wrong."

Now listen, this DUMBASS doesn't know that 1+1=2 (our analogy).

She wants to go over the ENTIRE lab, in like fifteen minutes by now, a lab that is by analogy, CALCULUS. I am NOT kidding, this is NOT an exaggeration at all. That is the difference in the level of difficulty. Also, bro did nothing and now she wants to take my work away from me? Fuck her, I'd rather eat my own shit.

Yes, group work is group work, but listen, you can't discredit people's work like this. You can't speak to people like this. You can't pretend like you didn't just do nothing and expect that I spend my time to explain things to you. This is literally called walking over someone, and if forward this level of entitledness, fucking get screwed when it comes to bite you in the ass when you don't know SHIT.

This is what I mean when I say you need to even the playing field. You don't do work? That's fine, but if I want to do something with the project, you have to let me. I am not in charge of your learning, and while, yes you HAD a say in this, you lost it the second that you didn't do anything.

I have thrown people under the bus for this type of behaviour, and no I don't feel bad if you act entitled to my work that I worked on. While we are group, that doesn't mean my time is your time. I don't spend hours on this shit only to get walked over by someone whose only capability is batting her eyelashes at the TA to get gates logic gates explained for the nth time. If you lack the skillset to do this shit, it isn't my business to make sure that you don't drop out.

If you are going to do nothing, then at least be NICE to me. I'm not even asking for you to do anything or be responsible, I'm asking for your DECENCY, aka if I make the reasonable argument that you don't know anything it's a group mark, then just let me do the demo so that we can share a good mark. You don't have the right to screw with MY mark just because you don't have the capability or the wiliness to work on a project. I am already giving you a free pass on this, you don't need to do anything or worry and that in of itself, I think is fair.

I'm not asking for a fucking thank you, or gratitude, I'm asking to be allowed to do this project in peace if you plan on hopping out, Karen.

And the fact that this dumbass wants to sabotage her own mark because her math skills suck she can't tell that she literally knows nothing off a checklist of requirements is really depressing.

Now, we are on lab 3 where we are making an HVAC system or something. Now, I am a little bit stupid, and I accidentally said the wrong thing and say that I was going to start working on the code from now on and I realized oops, that sounds like I was going to do everything, when actually I was just trying to say that I'm going to start working to get a head start. But I will be real, I said I was going to start working on the code. She could ask which part, she could ask what she needs to do, she could asks for clarification.

No, no, no, no, you have not met entitled little bulbous queen of hearts level bullshittery yet.

This is her message back:

"You know we are supposed to work on the code as a team right? This is against the lab instructions that say we should do this together as a team. So let me know when you want to meet in the lab so we can work on this together."

Now, let me just break down how CONDESCENDING this message is because this is Canada speak and I feel like some loser won't understand exactly how much of a shit take this is.

[You know we are supposed to work on the code as a team right?] - She is suggesting that I should know, which immediately suggests I am at fault for something. Now, there are actually two ways to read this, the first is that she is saying that I know and that I'm breaking the rules (there are no rules for this actually, she is a GRADE SCHOOLER). The second is that she is suggesting that I'm dumb because maybe I don't know and that I should know.

[This is against the lab instructions that say we should do this together as a team] - WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU BEFORE HUH? WOW I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A TEAM WHEN YOU DO NOTHING BUT SCREW EVERYTHING UP AND EXPECT ME TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO YOU. Against the lab instructions, fuck that, I wasn't aware there were even lab instructions. Boohoo, I don't see goddamn TEAMWORK being marked aka I am fucking free, KAREN.

[So let me know when you want to meet in the lab so we can work on this together] - Now, I'm going to assume everyone who has read this far actually can read, but this is how a TEACHER or your BOSS speaks to you. "let me know" No, you dumbass, YOU are a partner, YOU tell me when YOU want to me, stop pushing everything onto me and then complain that I do everything when your only response is "omg where is your code".

Yes, this ENTIRE post is because of how pissed I am at this message. I am not kidding, I am actually livid about this message this is NOT how you talk to your classmates, and some random dumbass is going to be like, "erm you're overreacting", YOU HAVE NOT SEEN HOW I WRITE TO THIS PIMPLE. You do not tell someone what they should or should not know, you do not complain of RULES THAT DO NOT EXIST, suggest that someone HARD CARRYING YOU is because they WANT TO and that they SHOULDN'T AS THOUGH YOU DIDN'T BASICALLY FORCE THEM TO BY BEING A DUMBASS and then ASK when I want to meet up.

If you genuinely speak like this to your friends, you are a condescending FUCK. I'm sorry, but you can drop bombshell information on others, you can casually say random ass shit, but you do NOT speak to someone like this. This is how you speak when you are annoyed and you want to prove a point hat you are annoyed.

And if you have NO right or REASON to be annoyed because YOU lack the decency to either do work or take up initiative to do work knowing the other person WILL do the work, then YOU ARE CONDESCENDING AND AN ASSHOLE FOR SPEAKING LIKE THIS.

And in general, talking like this is just rude. Like, that tone is the shit that I pull on losers on the internet that can't take the loss and sit down. When someone makes the most braindead take and I have to slowly handhold them into explaining everything or else their minds are exploding.

You can use it with your friends, some dumbass on the internet, random people in Genshin coop, but you don't speak like this to someone who did basically two entire labs (and more, much, much more) for THE GROUP.

I am NOT asking for Karen to kiss the floor, and I am not asking her to fix herself, I know she is speaking condescendingly because that where's the bootlicking little shithead that came to me and "ummm can we work in a group...? I don't have anyone?"

where's that chick huh? where did the little girl that came to me crying to help her through the lab go? where did the begging little scrawny scammer go?

gone.

Because this is a loser whose only life goals is to prove that she can only beg others for grades and count it as learning. If you do not THINK, if you do not TRY, you are a LOSER.

Some person is going to say, "she wants to try, obviously!!!"

I'M SORRY BUT IF YOU TRYING IS DOING NOTHING, SHARING NOTHING AND EXPECTING ME TO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING THEN YOU ARE ON CRACK DUDE.

Yes, your grades mean nothing about you as a person, some people are just bad at math it's not that big of a deal and I don't think that's indicative of anything, but you need to TRY. You need to prove to yourself that you have done everything you can if you don't, and then come back and pin the blame on others then you are an entitled PRICK.

And if you then further proceed to pin your learning onto others and expect people to bow to you just because they are nice, you are also A DUMBASS.

Answering questions is being NICE, helping out is being NICE. I don't have to be fucking nice to Karen, and if there is anyone here going through something similar, no you don't have to be nice either.

Class 2:
Now, onto the next class. This is a physics lab where we do a simulation ete etc. There are two sections, one if for MCQ and one for the COMSOL or the actual simulation. Marks are individual. THIS IS A TIMED ACTIVITY FOR THREE HOURS BTW. For the first two labs I had logged in for both so any errors on the MCQ or COMSOL, would have been on my account. For the first lab, we made a few mistakes and weren't prepared. However because it is on my account the marks tank on my account. She gets the right answers.

Which is honestly fine, wtv we can switch.

Remember preamble about me being a pushover.

The next lab, while we do the MCQ on her laptop, the COMSOL is still done on my account. Here's the thing, this person doesn't actually know how to do anything so whenever she does the COMSOL she sort of just... doesn't know how to do it? I mean, I'm not saying I do, I fuck up too, but here is what I'm pissed at.

Whenever the COMSOL is on her account, she needs to make sure everything is correct.

Whenever the COMSOL is on my account, she does fuck whatever and doesn't give two shits about anything.

You think I am exaggerating?

Lab2, she is doing the COMSOL because she can't do MCQ because she doesn't know anything and COMSOL is just following a manual. The account is mine and I am fucking stupid for doing that, but she basically starts doing the MCQ. Remember, she does NOT know anything. Karen actually does NOT know anything and I mean it because she got the first three MCQ on that page wrong. There are 16 MCQ in total, aka she just dropped ME to an 81%. Then she proceeded to do random ass shit on the COMSOL, NOT ADD PHYSICS TO A PHYSICS MODEL and then out in values to answers. Lost me another four points.

This loser dropped on MCQ alone to 50%. My MCQ was 50%. I am not lying.

This dumbass also KNEW that she didn't add physics, because when I asked what went wrong, SHE POINTED TO WHERE IN MANUAL SHE DIDN'T DO. If you don't do something and you don't know how to do something, then WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK THE TA NOW? SUDDENLY WHERE IS YOUR STREAK OF BEGGING THE TA FOR ANSWERS EVERY FIVE SECONDS???

This is my account.

Now, in lab3, we used her account because I refused to log in. This is what she does whenever she's not sure - she not only asks the TA, she asks the TA so thoroughly that the TA basically DOES part of it for her. And the reason why is so dumb too. We knew had the right answer, but we forgot the specific points and what the corresponded to.

See, the issue is that for some reason lab3 had two chances for each submission idk why, so we could have very well saved THE TWENTY MINUTES THIS TA SPENT HELPING US IF WE JUST SWITCHED THE VALUES.

Literally, it was TWO POINTS. We could have just put one in, if the other was wrong, then yes, we could have flipped them and it would have been right.

I am NOT saying we shouldn't check in if we're worried, honestly. I think we should and I am not blaming her for that, I am saying that if you are such a sick, sick fuck that you just submit randomass shit you know is wrong because it's on my account and therefore does not affect you, but are willing to waste 20 minutes on something that is easily fixable and won't cost anything because you are worried about yourself, then you are loser.

Straight up.

Karen is just pathetic.

Does not give a shit about anyone else but her, shameless about it too.

And the worst part is that she is so entitled that the only reason why she is even doing and screwing up the COMSOL is precisely because in lab1 she made me let her redo and entire section because she needed to learn after she spent twenty minutes solving a question that is this: p = v/q, what is p, given v and q? in some other fgancy words but that was the question.

TWENTY MINUTES.

Idk how she is passing.

And listen, I mess up the COMSOL, it's my first time as well, but as least I'm not going to skip and entire section and then input numbers on HER account because it's her account and therefore doesn't matter. Like, bro, no.

SOme people are like, oh you can just screw up her MCQ since she was letting you use her laptop. YOU DON'T GET IT, THAT IS WHY I'M MAD. I am literally making sure I do everything correctly and that I make sure everything is good BECAUSE it's her account. I was working my ass off trying to make sure that I don't make mistakes, and double checking everything because I was worried only to be slammed in my fcking face with a 50% MCQ.

Not only that but in lab2, she, who is in charge of COMSOL, FORGOT AN ENTIRE QUESTION. The lab manual was closed and I had to remember the bits and pieces and redo the entire thing.

Lab1 when she forced me to let her redo the section? I had to rush through the fucking calculations of electric field because she was getting upset that I was doing "everything" NO YOU LOSER, YOU CAN VERY EASILY MOVE AHEAD AND DO THE MCQ AND THE SHORT ANSWER, WHY DON'T YOU??? BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW JACKSHIT, BUT YOU CAN ASK THE TA??? NO, YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU NEED TO PROVE TO MY FUCKING FACE THAT I'M NOT LETTING YOU DO ANYTHING BECAUSE I'M WORKING ON THE NEW SHINY ASS MACHINE YOU WANT UP YOUR ASS.

I AM NOT DOING EVERYTHING BECAUSE I WANT TO, IT'S ALWAYS EITHER BECAUSE THIS UNHYGENIC PATHETIC SHITSTAIN DOESN'T KNOW SHIT AND RUINS EVERYTHING OR AND MORE FREQUENTLY BECAUSE SHE REFUSES TO ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING OR BE PROACTIVE.

it's always, ME who has to assign HER stuff to do, and when I don't, suddenly it's my fault.

LIKE CAN YOU NOT READ THE BACK OF A MANUAL? CAN YOU NOT SEE THE LAST QUESTION??? IT'S VERY FUCKING DOABLE YOU ARE NOT LOST YOU ARE LAZY, INCOMPETANT, AND A DUMBASS WHO IS RIDING ON THE FACT THAT FOR NOW, YOU ARE LUCKY THAT PEOPLE WANT TO HELP YOU BECAUSE THEY SEE YOU AS A HARMLESS DUMBASS.

STOP DICK RIDING ME FOR YOUR GRADES, ONLY TO TURN AROUND AND BLAME ME WHENEVER SHIT HITS THE FAN BECAUSE YOU FORCE ME INTO SUCH A POSITION THAT I HAVE TO NOT ONLY WORRY ABOUT MYSELF, BUT YOU AND YOUR SHITTY ASS MISTAKES AS WELL BECAUSE YOU DO NOT CARE ABOUT ME AS HUMAN OR YOUR CLASSMATE.

She doesn't even realize that she relies on me so much, that it is so, so easy for me to fuck her up. Like, to explain how easy it is, all I have to do is pretend for the last lab to not give her any answers. Or I could just input the wrong values like how she did back on her. WHy don't I do it? because it's what an ASSHOLE DOES AND THAT IS WHAT SHE IS.

And when you take THIS into account, when you take all of this and the fact that in another course she is this condescending to me because I didn't let her fucking show off in a lab that she had no idea how to do, then this is just a malicious little child who is entitled as fuck like holy shit the level of shamelessness this person has is beyond me.

And to that ONE person who is going to be dumb as FUCK and say "oh she just wants to learn" -- AGAIN. THERE ARE MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY WAYS FOR HER TO LEARN. SHE CHOOSES THE EASIEST WAY THAT SHE ASSUMES WILL WORK OUT, AND WHEN IT DOESN'T SHE GETS UPSET.

Oh, and just to prove that this person is genuinely just... an asshole, in our third course, I burned my hand and her immediate response isn't 'are you okay?" it's to touch the wire that I already unplugged and then say, "I don't feel anything, did you imagine it?"

I HAD A WHITE BURN MARK.

I WAS BURNED.

EVEN IF I WAS IMAGINING IT, IS THIS NORMAL?

OR ARE YOU JUST HEARTLESS?

HOW IS THIS... THING SO...????

like, she is not just dumb in general, she is so dumb she doesn't even think she is a bad person for acting like this, like I am genuinely surprised because she always is like, oh yes, I'm reasonable, you getting mad is unreasonable, I don't want to talk about this right now, let me write on my little board and shove my complaints to your face who cares waht you are doing, prioritize me, I am a good person and right and correct and moral -- only to be the most insensitive shit I have ever seen.

We are dealing with WIRES.

You can set a FIRE with these things.

Though, she takes a massive L because it ended up happening again and for some reason this dumbass accidentally touched it.

Did not feel bad.

Did not say anything.

Reap what you sow for being a dumbass.

I literally told her the second time (I got burned again btw lol) and she still claimed that I was a liar and crashing out or something and then touched it herself except this time, because I wasn't reacting fast enough I didn't turn it off... HAH.

Genuinely did not do that on purpose. I swear. I was just burned and after staring at a circuit for that long my brain was just... fried as well.

BUT IT WAS FUNNY, I'M SORRY IF THIS MAKES ME A SHITTY PERSON BUT YOU'RE DUMB. KAREN. YOU'RE JUST DUMB HAHA.

Yes, I am actually crashing out, I am going to the fucking TA for the first course on Monday because I am not dealing with this level of bullshit. I would rather take backshots from idk that ML from that shitty ass yaoi manhwa than handle this shit because at least that's willingly.

Ok. I'm done and I feel better.

I just don't have anyone to say this to lol. I wasn't kidding about being antisocial.

I have 150+ wishes saved for Phainon, how many do you have?