Ever felt like you had no 'close' friends

I will never be the first choice heck I'm not even second   1 reply

lowkey feel like the friend someone goes to when their other friends don't want to hangout   1 reply

here I am on a pay gorn mango site reading stories about friendships and found family because a part of me craves that and the other half pushes away ppl when they get too close to me   reply

or when you think about them as close friends but in the end they were js talking behind your back, insulting you and then be so nice to you afterwards like they didn’t js say the most hurtful things about u what even is the point in trying to have close friends anymore   1 reply