Tell me bout yourself!

I'm a person who is veryyy unsatisfied with myself! I'm lazy and I'm an only child. I'm an introvert. I'm not shy.. Its just that I don't like people. I want to wipe out the humanity. I wanna change my country ☹. I don't think I'll become a great human.. As an Asian, my parents always compare me with my cousins or my friends.. It hurts.. They don't even know that I'm suffering from depression.. The only thing I like in this world is bl, family, cousins, bts and my cat. My parents expect me to be a perfect child.. They only care about what other people think about us.. But they still love me. I hate to die cause I'm an only child and.. Who will take care of my parents.. They don't know that I was.. Kinda harassed by my cousin when I was a very small child.... Maybe that's why I became a pervert....... Well I have a sad life but I'm still happy (=・ω・=)