Umi chii genuinely pisses me off for some reason

I knew about her before she got herself into those controversies. So like I always thought it was pretty stupid of her trying to edit her face and body just so she can feel good about herself and like I get the body dysmorphia thing. I get that there are a lot of people that are insecure about their looks and body. Especially, in countries around Asia since the beauty standards are almost impossible to reach.

I pity her and do feel bad for her since she's still young and coping by editing herself but that still doesn't justify her trying to edit her face and body. Also, let's not be surprised about her transparency. Some may assume it's good that she's being honest but like it will really affect young ones in the long run considering the fact she subtly tries to show off her weight like it's an achievement. Her only arguement to heavily editing herself is "People on xiaohongshu do it too" like okay?? Let's not normalise it. Additional, I saw her interview in the cloud beauty and holy shit the difference is BIG. I did see her before and after through her posts but even the before is slightly edited.

Also, it lowkey pisses me off when she posts the most controversial shit on facebook and lolibaits then acts like people are hating her for no reason. Her "apology" video was shit she didn't take accountability for none. I think that is what pissed me off cause she was out there praising incest hentai character, cosplaying as a loli, lolibaiting, hating on her own race, age play, calling her race illiterate when she makes so many grammatical errors and her apology video in summary was "I didn't do anything I was just living life and people are sending me death threats >_<!!" masked by useless big ass words and again editing her face. I swear she can't live w/o editing her face. She tries to sound smart with words that don't even properly go with her sentences. Also, idk if I am a weirdo or a creep but even in her video of her "crashing out" her shorts are pulled WAYY too high I can literally see her pelvis sticking out. I lowkey think it's intentional cause ik no girl would be pulling their shorts that high for no reason. Moreover, her receiving flowers from her boyfriend was cute and all but her reaction was hella annoying. It was intentional she's jumping around going "teehee" like come on drop the act we know you're excited for flowers but that is too much. Then again the reason why it was posted late was simply because she couldn't edit her face. She's jumping around which makes it hard to edit her face and half of the time she's covering her face. The fake additional "heh.." giggles or the "Mhn" nods are lowkey annoying not that it bothers anyone but I just wanted to point out it's over the top. Let's not forget how hypocritical she is with her trying to speak random ass Japanese and still having the audacity to say people should be translating Japanese language for aesthetics and they should know the flow of the sentences so that they don't embarrass themselves infront of native speakers.

The term "cyber doll" is only used to hide the fact that her posts and actions screams RCTA. I think people are forgetting the shits she did and letting her off wayy too easily considering she wasn't held accountable for anything. People just praise and forgive her cause of her "big words" and supposedly "pretty privileges".

Thank you for listening to a hater's ted talk.