summer internship :')

i’m currently doing my internship at an orphanage, where i have the opportunity to work with kids who have various needs. every other week, i focus specifically on children with autism, and it’s been both rewarding and challenging.

there’s one child in particular who has down syndrome, and he really tugs at my heartstrings. i've witnessed moments when he becomes overwhelmed and tired of his exercises, and it often leads to tears. as i watch him struggle, i find myself getting emotional as well. it’s hard not to cry alongside him. i try my best to compose myself and hide my feelings, knowing that i need to maintain a professional demeanor, but it’s hard.

the instructor has advised me to adopt a stricter approach with the kids to help them stay focused and engaged. however, i find it incredibly difficult to raise my voice or impose any kind of authority over them. my natural instinct is to provide comfort and support, and i worry that being stern could hurt their progress. it’s a delicate balance, and i’m still trying to figure out how to navigate it all while being there for the children.