I CUT MY HAIR SHORT!!!!

actually i love my long hair, ppl know me bcs my long hair but i want to try a new hairstyle so I've been cutting my hair short twice before (first around the upper chest & second around the shoulders) and this time it's the shortest (right below my ear) I've ever get and i thought I'll regret it but actually i feel nothing but happy. I didn't plan it but I've been thinking abt it for a few days and yesterday after washing my hair I immediately picked up the scissors and cut my hair like normal without any fear or hesitation. I felt a little shocked with myself because I remember I went to the salon to get a haircut and I cried because they cut my hair too short (even tho it still around my chest ) and look at me now, cutting my hair without hesitation or regret, I'm happy but i guess bcs i'm stressed & it kinda feel like it release some of my stress but idk, i just love it