I stood there in the fishpond thinking...

"He jumped!" i yelled and dragged myself into the fishpond, paying no attention to the fish that were biting me. "Just as long as I can catch him, just as long as he doesn't drown. I can do this." I tried to go deeper but my friends were stopping me. Even if they were also being bitten by the fishes, they still went ahead for me. I didn't listen until I stopped. I could no longer see him. I looked around and stuck my head under but again it's dark and couldn't see. "Where are you" I yelled and splashed the water everywhere, making the fishes in it more anxious and more came to bit me. My friends who was noticing I was throwing a tantrum, said for me to stop "He doesn't want you to die." and I was confused, I just saw him trying to do it and I'm not trying to die here. I'm trying to save him. Then I saw him on the shore telling me "Get out of there" and I stopped. My friends carried me and I only looked at them for a moment suddenly, he was gone from the shore.