Life advice needed I'm so lost rn

I just finished highschool rn I'm preparing to study abroad while waiting for my results. The process is very burdening and it's a long wait since I don't want to rush it. I'm a avoidant attachment kinda person so I don't really talk to my friends on a daily basis and planning hangouts has been tough since our times don't align anymore. Everyone's learning something new a skill for a job or extra classes for college.

My parents will only be allowed to pay for 2 semesters if I get to college and I want to learn a skill so I can find a job or something. Money has been tough on us we're slowly recovering tho seeing my dad sacrifice his things so I can take classes has been tough on me. I appreciate the thought actually I am really grateful for a dad like him but I feel so lost. People tell me do this do that but I don't if it's right. Is there anything I can do right now besides wait? It really has been draining and all I can ever do is shed tears since I only ever like working in pressure and stressful environments and interacting with friends face 2 face. Any advice or tips on what I should or improve?? This is not the best site but I know there are future doctors and lawyers lurking here-