I said "Give me a sign you're in heaven"

I wish i could have pictured it but a butterfly appeared which in my culture it means that's your dead loved ones and I couldn't stop sobbing. It wasn't even a moth it was those white butterflies and it stayed in my hair for like the whole time I was planting some sunflowers in my garden, I kept talking that I'm planting all these flowers for him. It only went away when I said it was time for me to shower stop that's way too much of a coincidence.