I don’t care if it sounds like I’m begging for consolation right now,because I’m at my limit. I genuinely feel like killing myself. Why? Because I’ve been relentlessly harassed by two trolls on Mangago these past few days. One is a minor (@butterfly), and the other is a misogynist incel (jax). And I’m calling it harassment because this goes far beyond arguments. These people have been personally attacking and mocking me ever since I said I’m a SA survivor.
@butterfly, who claims to be a minor, has been stalking me non-stop. Every time I comment on rape apologia or call out problematic content, she pops up,specifically targeting me. I begged her to stop once. She didn’t. I begged again. Still, she continued. Then she accused me of having Stockholm syndrome because I argue against rape glorification. Eventually, I snapped and lashed out. She apologized, claimed she’d stop,and then doing it all over again. now she’s teamed up with another troll, jax,an incel, who literally laughed at me for being a survivor and repeatedly told me to harm or kill myself to “get over my trauma.”
Jax has done this to others too. I made a venting + awareness post about what’s happening, and instead of backing off, @butterfly actually shared the link to that thread where jax was harassing me,even though I never mentioned her. Then jax showed up to harass me again. And guess what? @butterfly jumped in to harass me again with another troll. Funniest thing is they aren't even apologetic. They’re actually proud of mocking my trauma and giving death threats
And like clockwork, the moment these rape-obsessed trolls get called out, they start flipping the narrative,lying, twisting everything,to make me look like the villain. According to @butterfly, anyone who defends me is secretly my “alt.” I’ve told her again and again that I don’t have any alts, but she keeps throwing that baseless accusation around just to discredit anyone who supports me.
I’m exhausted. I feel shitty. And yes,I feel like killing myself. I know y'all will say, “just stop engaging,” or “just ignore them.” I’ve heard it a million times. But it’s not that easy when they harass me personally in every single interaction. When all I want is to read manga and share an opinion if i see someone defending rape,and they make it their mission to harass me everywhere continuously.
I know it’s just Mangago. But it doesn’t feel “just” anything when it eats away at your mental health like this.i should get off the site but it wouldn't make them stop attacking me.
Imagine commenting on something,just giving an opinion,and instantly your trolls swarm in to harass you. Not because of what you said, but because you once admitted you were a victim.ive literally blocked them since the beginning but as i said they keep finding new methods to harass me by making separate comments, replying to other users lying, replying to my topic questions as it allows even blocked users to respond
Yeah. It feels fucking horrible. Can i get a hug girlies?
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I mean this in the nicest way possible. Log off and stop arguing with ppl. You are not equipped to handle the backlash. Those rape=bad arguments always attract ppl who thrive off of negativity and dgaf about anything. Their bad behaviour is not your fault, but you need to think about your mental well-being. You are not someone who can shut off your feelings like they can, so protect yourself and stay out of those spaces.
Dawg what the fuck man that's actually a shitty thing to do,these ngas must be pretty lonely to say these type of shit in the internet.i remember this butterfly calling me your alt as well XD,i know damn well how hard it is to stop interacting but gng you gotta do what you have to to protect your mental health, fuck em and do smthng you like or read smthng that you like or if it's too much log off the site for a while.stay safe gng killing urself isn't worth it especially for some degenerates trolls.
Hey there love I think you might need to log off from your acc for the mean time cuz things might get more worse than this maybe consider reading from another site or just make an alt acc in here to read either way just don't interact with them anymore don't waste your time with those attention seeking bitches who got non to do but harass people because they got called out Also consider talking to someone you trust about what your feeling rn.
Girl, just don't. You can convince the arrogant its much easier to convince the fool
Babe....no more of this going back and forth pls. Sometimes it's best to not rp especially when it comes to these type of people. Stay away from this website for a bit. Make an alt acc even and stop checking those comments ever again
Girly don't response to them anymore okay? Block both of them and stop interacting with them please.
babe here's a hug. please log off, read manga on a different site, or close your laptop. stop putting yourself in an environment that continues to make you feel this way. your mental state is more important than proving these people wrong. this is more than just a simple internet feud once you genuinely think about ending your life. talk to someone like-minded. breathe some fresh air. you just need to change your environment
I'll give you a hug that sounds genuinely awful to deal with.
ew ppl can b so disgusting bro with all the false accusation knowing there is no actual way to prove anything so they just go on accusing u for no reason and some rape LOVERS will purposely team up so fuck u off of mgg its so disgusting telling someone to kts like omg go touch grass or sumn MASS BLOCKING butterfly and jaxx!!!!
hold on not my bby @jaxx but its @jax!!!!
This is horrible.. please stay strong.. my advice probably to stay away mangago for awhile.. if you think reading mangas here is something you cant stop maybe make an alt acc just for reading.. they wont stop and do such thing without consideration of the consequence of their action.