Falling in love

I really did fall in love and confess what i felt to him/her, but it he/she rejected me. It's because he/she did not like what i look like. It kinda dissapointing and regretful at the same time, having this flaws in my face, like acnes,pimples and scars. It became my trauma right now confessing directly for what i felt, i am a person with a culture so i confessed to them in person not in social media apps. After confessing for 3 times, of course the answer is always the same and also i tried it with others but i still got the same answer i wonder why and right now someone confessed to me what he/she felt from me and it kinda feels weird and i felt nothing, maybe he/she is not really might the person that can make my heart skip beat maybe its not the right person?

I confessed several times and i felt humilated, disgusted etc... from their answers. So, i stop and i had to start freshly by reading manga with genre of romance.

I am a teenager 19 problably..

If you ever have that neat and clean face, please treasure and take care of it.