Exam results crash out

I didn't see anyone from the carribean posting it hereee so I'ma just do it. First lemme explain, grade 1s is like 80-100 marks, grade 2, 70-60 and grade 3 is 50-60 (THAT'S PASSING) and it goes down to grade 6 which is very low, that's how they mark.

So, I wrote 8 subjects in high school and the results came out yesterday and I literally failed.... I'll type them out.


English- grade 2

Agriculture science- grade 2

Biology.......grade 2 (I wanted at least ONE grade 1 and that was for bio)

Hsb-grade 2

Integrated science-grade 2
(5 grade 2s)

Information technology - grade3

And.....

Maths- grade 4
Chemistry-grade 4

Listen to me...I literally knew I'd fail before writing it and the amount of extra classes, pass papers and literally ever damn thing the teachers do for us and I just let laziness take over dawg how do I face the ONLY 2 teachers that did all of that for us and asked us individually how was the exam? I said it was "ok" ppl kept saying it was easy and I lied to him to not feel bad...I expected to fail maths and to my best friend (chem sir who begged us that the least to get is a grade2) I was at fault for not studying for them.....ughhhhhh. I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE, I WASNT EVEN FAZED ABT MATH bcz Ik a lot of us would fail but I see ppl coming w their grade 1s and 2s I SHOULD'VE STUDIEDDD UGHHHHHHHHHHHH . Teachers did 6hours revision online for the entire Caribbean and even on posted it back on utube and I didn't join I went and studied for biology...I hate my life. My friend, smart girl got 10 ones and two 2s (she left our school and went to a private one and wrote there) and I'm proud of her. And bro how do I face them at prom and graduation.........

I heard that I can't get a job if I failed maths and my sis said to go rewrite it but DAWG I ain't goin back there tf??? I prayed to the very last day to just finish school to get rid of math and chem