the worst day of this month for me (rant)
today this fucking creepyass rickshawpuller suddenly started to follow me while i was on my way to my physics tuition, and starting mumbling weird stuffs about me, and kept on asking me to go with him, i didnt even look back at his face bcs i was so fucking scared and alone at that time too. that retard followed me to my tuition, i literally cried in the classroom silently bcs of this. but my physics teacher was very nice during the class time and talked to us about various things so i forgot about that creep, but that retard stayed nearby until my classes ended and then kept following me again asking me where i want to go like what the fuck???? i finally gathered the courage and screamed at him and then he stopped talking to me and kept looking at me again. now i dont remember his face at all but i hope and pray he gets crushed in an accident and dies painfully. and before leaving for todays class i fought with my mom and sister and almost hit her and broke my new mug in anger. maybe god wanted punish me for behaving this way or whatever.
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I mean this with offense, your an idiot.
1st of all if someone is bothering you to that point you don't ignore it , and then have an outbrust .
(Second of all work on your anger issues maybe .
Ig all that build up made you lash out a lot.
okay, that’s your opinion.
and id like to work on my anger issues too but my family members are quite sharp with their tongue unlike me, so most of the times they just yell at me with very cruel words and tell me to listen to them quietly saying im the youngest so "thats the way it should be" i cant say mean things very well since i end up crying so i just end up hitting them or breaking things, i know i shouldnt do that but they lash out on me everyother day for bad grades and other stuffs and it gets tiring to deal with that.