Late night finds but it's me seeing my old convo with my ex-bf

WHY WAS THIS FIGHT LIKE SO INTENSE?? IT'S JUST A CHAT?? YET I FEEL THE DRAMA??

for context here i was talking on how I didn't like him talking with his ex even if he doesn't have feelings for him. I was a pushover and sometimes when he sets a boundaries I try to get over it and so oop.

this part here I was saying that during the time I was like situationship with him while he was also with another person, he was only leading me on (out of anger I said it)

Now for the FIRST TIME here I told him whenever he makes mistakes, all he does is feel bad for it but don't take accountability aka responsibility for his actions, meaning I had to be the one to adjust. I was tired of being a therapist because I had my own mental health

in this part (horrible of me) I told him to not talk abt this to "our" friends because last time he did so, they ganged up on me without hearing my side and I almost lost them.

Anyways after that he did try to improve himself and take accountability though problem was that guilt was just more and mental health issues. Of course I still liked him and cared about him.