Am i the asshole here?

Alright so this happens All the time but i doubt I'm ever in the wrong tho cause I'm just too cool to be wrong.

Anyways, I (27 F), a handsome, beautiful and charming personality 8 packs body, hugggeeee dih- heart btw, am a well known and respected boss of a loan shark. Our work consists of giving loans to people at the highest possible interest rate cause bigger the number the better obviously.
And well, if they don't pay, it's all about that violence

Recently we had a parent that took out massive ass loan for some reason die on us, which we can't allow obviously cause i mean we NEED the money, but luckily they have a child whose age i obviously wouldn't care about, what u think I'm following the rules... Pfft i ain't lame like y'all

So like a normal person, i obviously started harassing that kid cause ykno that's always the best action to take in any situation, it's totally not like there's other ways.
But surprisingly, that kid too died on us. I just can't understand why people don't treasure their lives smh breaks my heart seeing my precious money gone along with them worthless pests.

I was so angry with this whole situation, i just ended up eating my cereal with my trusty Prime energy drink , now i normally wouldn't do this but i was just so in my feels ykno. But this had people around me be afraid of me, i mean it's totally not like I'm some dangerous mafia boss or anything that'd be violent on people for no reason ykno, like i just don't understand why they look at me all weird.

So the pests reading this, Am i actually the assholes for not eating my cereal with milk?