Just Venting feel free to ignore ill be ok after this again just venting
Lately, I feel like I’m always the one carrying the heavier load in my family.
With my younger sibling, it doesn’t matter who’s at fault. If they hurt me emotionally or if I hurt them, I still end up being the one who feels burdened, while they seem unaffected. I also feel like I always lose when we argue because I can’t find the right words, and they always sound like they’re right. In the end, I’m left feeling like I’m the bad one between us—not friendly, hard to deal with, not good at communicating, and not smart.
It also feels like I bring a gloomy vibe wherever I go. I don’t know how to cheer people up, and sometimes I think others get awkward when I’m around. It makes me feel like I’m dragging people down without meaning to.
Sometimes I wonder—why me? Why do I feel more affected when it comes to mental health compared to others? Why do I end up carrying so much, even when it’s not all my fault?
And honestly, it feels like I’m the only one making a big deal out of things. I find myself crying secretly in my room. I don’t even know exactly why—I just feel like crying. I might have an idea of the reason, but I can’t put it into words.
Hii babe, I’m kinda in the same situation as u. My fam is so misogynist, esp my younger bro and dad. They always blame me for everything, and I always end up losing even when I’m right, cuz I don’t have the right words. And even if I explain well, they still make me look like the crazy one. I always end up crying… I’ve cried a lot in my l......
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I'm sorry that you are going through a rough time. I know how it feels! Please try to find professional help if you can. Sometimes, we just need help and it is ok to ask for it.
Hang in there!
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Very relatable stuff for me. I had a similar dynamic with my younger brother and was very much the angsty ball of darkness while he seemed to just coast through life with scarcely a ripple. As we grew older, I one day asked him how he did that. He said he looked at me and what happened around me and decided that was way too much effort to be the on......
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Hi sweetie, I’m really sorry you’re going through these feelings. It just shows how kind you are, always thinking of others, but don’t forget to care for yourself too. Try finding people who match your vibe instead of forcing yourself into groups that don’t fit or you won't be able to hold onto them in the long term. It might feel tough, bu......
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oh my god i read this and no. 1 ian so sorry for what youre going through, you remind me so so much of my past self and i know how absolutely devastating this situation feels too. it feels like everything you do is wrong and it weighs on your conscience, it’s very burdensome to feel like you’re the only one affected. but i can assure you that i......
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