I’m so freaking mad

Bro, I started posting on red note just for fun and I literally gained 200 followers in Spain of two days from just a picture and like four videos from my TikTok but then red note said that my account was suspicious and froze it and now I can’t get it back since you have to sign up with a phone number. It’s incredibly hard to make an account so I tried using the one other phone number I have from my old phone then for some reason, my ass decided to makea
A post Saying my old account just got frozen. How do I make sure doesn’t happen again so I guess they seen that and then froze my account. I’m going to go kill myself. Does someone know how to fix this（/TДT)/