college is bs

freshman here, I've been getting by with subsidies and w my parents working their asses off. i can't take a part-time job bcs my college is high up in the mountains and 30mins away from the city (plus commuting everyday to get there costs greatly). I'm in nursing, and this college takes great pride in getting high percentage of passers in the nursing licensure exam. how do they do that? by implementing a policy that nursing students cannot get a grade lower than B- in their major subjects, and a failing GPA. Another one, irrelevant courses you're obliged to take. Have my majors taken in crash courses when available bcs I'm a dumbass who can't have majors more than two in one sem or else, guaranteed fail w all the minor courses wasting my energy and time.

Food. Food is expensive here. I considered becoming a working student inside campus but my parents are strongly against it (bcs doing so would mean i would have to graduate in eight years studying). Meal account rarely reaches the 21st of the month before they refill it whether u liked it or not. So when my meal acc is running low, I have my bfasts w a single onigiri, a biscuit on lunch, water or air for dinner. On Saturdays, I get one rice and one dish for bfasts (it's a form of self-reward atp), and I meet up w a friend who treats me for lunch.

I'm stressed out cs I'm hungry, tired, and pressured financially, academically, and w my responsibilities. I have to make it out of here, get a job so my parents can finally retire, and fund my younger brother's education and needs bcs my older brother's salary isn't even enough for him to survive on his own, much less support another.