Confrontation
I hate confrontation so much, to the point that sometimes I can't even read angst chapters without crying
I even need to spoil myself to know how many chapters is the angst part of a story gonna last, bc I can't handle it
Like why tf am I like this, what do I do
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I think not knowing anything makes u anxious, if u know what's gonna happen then it makes u less anxious because you're already expecting it, it's not gonna go bad or unknown variable because you're already seen in the future.
In a part, ur right, but also, even if I know what's gonna happen, it still gives me that anxious and uncomfortable feeling
Actually, knowing what's gonna happen makes me even MORE anxious, that's the confrontational part abt it
Being confrontational and getting out of comfort zone helps u to be more confident about yourself.
I feel like such a pussy bro