How do you guys deal with suicidal thoughts??

I am sorry for asking this here but how do you guys deal with suicidal thoughts? I am having these thoughts way too often these days and feel like there's no worth in living especially as a woman considering my situation,i don't feel like talking to anyone i am just kind of venting here and just want someone to say something to get these thoughts out of my head , i feel like being alone and dying to get out of the misery i am in but i am too much of a pussy to kill myself