I find dirty talking veeeerrryyyy verryyyyyy sexyyy

It’s been a bad couple of months. Me and my ex broke up because the s*x bit wasn’t working out…all we did was vanilla, see the s*x was gooodd but there were times when I wanted him to try dirty talking, be a lil more rough, role playing maybe….? but when I told him, this became his turn off point and he would say only shitty people like that kinda stuff ……Idk man…shit piled up and I dumped his ass but now I sometimes wonder am I crazy for liking all this stuff..? Wtf are we all doing reading yaoi n all….maybe reading all this does affect your life