falling in love is hard
Falling in love is so stressful, especially when you've known them for years.. Like, why am I constantly filled with such a sense of anxiety and excitement at the same time? I enjoy being around them, I want to be around them, but just thinking about them makes my heart ache and i can't stop over-thinking every single thing either of us do.
I'm so scared they'll see me as less than I see them, and that these feelings simply existing will ruin a good-thing.
Love really makes you hate yourself as well bc maybe if i was prettier or smarter id have a higher chance of us becoming ''us''
Ugh anyways i probably don't have to worry as much as I do, it atleast SEEMS that he is reciprocating, but i can't help the anxiety and stupid over-thinking i have circling in my fucked up brain
ive been in my relationship for 4 years, if you are scared to say your feelings. dont be, YOLO!!! do it if you’ll regret it later, its hard and not everything can be perfect and good all the time. its all worth it at the end having someone that understands you on a deeper level but sometimes you might have the person you think is the one to not a......
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