Looking at my cat makes me cry

Ik it's probably depression hitting me again, but there's something about my cat that makes me cry every time I look at her for a long time
It's not even the thought of her dying, sometimes I just look at her while I hear her little yawns, and little noises she makes when she stretches her body, her purrs and breathing sounds, and I think "she's so cute" and I start tearing up
She's js so beautiful, I'm even crying rn
Does anyone have a similar experience w their pets?