You just wait it out until you get the opportunity to leave. I held out for 18 years and now I'm Outta that fuckass place with heinous people, and never plan on going back. Also you fake being nice and loving till you get your part of the inheritance. The only reason I tolerate my father is because he likes me better than my brother and there's a h...... reply
I know this might sound insensitive, but you can't have peace in a place where memories of your loved one haunts you. If you can, try to stay with another relative or a friend for a while. I'm sorry this happens to you. Be kind to yourself because I know that's what your family would want. 1 reply
Exactly what is going on. Saying "it just feels like torture" is a bit vague for anyone to comment on or give any valuable help that will genuinely help.
Of course, if you don't want to say, you don't have to, but all that can be said is to wait until you're 18 and leave.
I hope, however, it works out for you in the end. 1 reply