My r*pist made me feel loved

Thoughts on people who found out they started liking what their r*pist doing, and example that person are abused in the household, but then there is a person who kidnapped them and fuck them.

There is manga like that, but I forgot. I was thinking it's peds and r*pe, but then the rapist helps that person to escape, to feel loved, but every time they did it, the person's heartbeat kept beating so fast, getting anxious about when the next time they're going to fuck will be.