nobody gonna see this so ill say it here
personal thoughts…. i gotta stop being a coward and being so spineless… even for serious topics i cant find something to stick to. i guess im a bad person after all? do you think theres a heaven for me out there somewhere? i think even the most forgiving person would end up feeling resentment when faced with someone who doesnt change even after years.
I want to say sorry but its just empty words from a coward, I hope one day I can face you without fear
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Well, I'm kinda a nobody, but I hope my english is still good enough so that I can be understood. You are not a coward sweetheart, please don't be so hard on yourself :c . I know things might feel really heavy and hard right now, but please don't give up on hope. I've been through shit too, still am, but there is one person who accepted me even though i'm a fuckup and makes me the happiest when we are together... So please, could you please forgive yourself a little bit, and accept some hugs from a nobody like me? Hope I didn't upset you...Just wanted to write something to cheer you on, though I'm still really bad at it...
what being a crazy bitch gets you…. never think being crazy is fun youll end up alone
peace and love… peace and love…
even for close friends, i dont think ill ever be forgiven or things will go back to the normal ever again. which is expected, im at a loss of what to do. should i pray for a lightning to come and kill me? i hope it rains soon
oh my fucking god theyll never look at me the same ever again. why am i even trying to get on their good sides.
i need to get off this site
this is what being denied medicsl care does to a mf. you talk to yourself on mangago
youre so pathetic did you think someone’s love would redeem you? rethink your actions and try again