Does anyone else just not care anymore? (ranting ig)

To give a little background info school sucks and i dont have the will to care abt getting stuff done. i am lowkey failing Spanish and Math right now but i didn’t even want to do them(i took summer classes for math and went right back into school after it, no gap year or nun sadly) so i am super unmotivated.

i really don’t care if i pass or fail like yeah i hope i do but even if i do i just won’t care. same thing can be said with my friends too i don’t have the energy to care if they feel like i am not hanging out with them. yeah i will think about it but at the end of the day i either care too much or don’t care at all. relationships, family, school or my future i don’t care about it.

my birthday is also coming up and my friends planned stuff for it because i did it for them last year but chat i don’t wanna go and don’t care about the day i was born on. it has been like five years and i don’t care about what 9-5 dead end job i am gonna end up stuck with either because it damn well feels like it already. Chat am i doomed or am i doomed? ╮(￣▽￣)╭