Anyways i made my peace with these people long time ago, I admitted myself immediately to them that I shouldn't made my mental health their problem.
You can see here that I apologised immediately, then we made up. I set my boundaries.
And I mean I did that multiple times. Tell me if they're uncomfortable, tell me if I'm relying too much and call me out.
This was a go sign for me at the time to spam, I stopped when they told me not to spam because I knew it wasn't right. 8 MONTHS AGO
when finally called out and said that isn't how I'm supposed to show care
and then my actions later on to the same person I spammed.
Anyways point is, yeah I made those mistakes but I also learned from them overall. Because that's "how you share care". That even if maybe they think I'm the doxxer? Idc I'm gonna dm them for that to be careful.
And about the minors thing, I meant people around my age group. I clarified that ahead of our conversation and realised how bad it is.
also at the time, I was maybe trying to justify the fact I talked to them instead of the ppl in the server was because I didn't wanna be rude and say... That i dont trust them, I wasn't close with any of them I mean, I've only known them for a month of the server was created. Also cus my focus was to not be hated, hence why I ended up saying those VERY horrible excuses instead of just taking accountability for my action. When I realised, I took responsibility immediately and I apologised to them.
I never vented to them cause of their ages, it was more of who I trusted. Reasons why will be shown at the end.
I'm wrong for spamming and being that desperate, I'm not proud of it exactly either and It was more of a harassment than an actual efforts of reconciliation. Learned from someone, the real way to show care was in simple ways like this.
this was me that despite they thought it was me who doxxed them, I mean I can't exactly blame when someone impersonated me lol + the distrust they had. Still I chose to not be petty. I wanted to really make it up to them.
Because they were genuinely nice people.
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also i said vent to the wall, then blocked you. so YEAH OF COURSE YOU STOPPED ????
you told a 15 yo girl if she was uncomfy ? girl what? you knew how b was and how she was easily manipulated, she was feeling sorry for you and didn’t want to acknowledge the fact that you were a big ass liar, that’s how it was. so obviously she’s not gonna say yes.
if you knew how much we begged her to stop talking to you to stop replying, because you’re such a bad person and a liar she couldn’t help to reply to you out of pity.
you still went talking to b, even a month after ev’e when i told you to stop. you sending these text to C isn’t relevant.
when i said « hajun hajun » you know damn well i asked you a question. then left and never talked to you again. so show the full conversation next time yeah?
ah maybe don’t since everything is .. edddiitteddddd
lol i edited them to fix my typos and or add things at those exact moments. You still btw had me friend in discord and i haven't contacted you nor attempted to after that. I was showing the timeline, after you had told me off i stopped! Also i didn't went to B myself after you had threatened to doxx me wtf. LIKE LEGIT i just want to be a freaking good person, the reason this resurfaced again was cause yall brought it up again. Heck the thing i did back then was an apology, or asked for advices not like this. I stopped after i had seen how hurt you guys were.
I stopped not because you blocked, but because you told me off like dude im not even trying to villainise you here... do you understand that? im trying to show that you guys CHANGED me. i didnt deny the fact that yes, i spammed you which is horrible of me and IM SORRY.
https://www.mangago.zone/thing/about/860670/
thats me admitting in forums about it. Long ago. IM ASHAMED??? i dont get what you guys really want me to do here. I moved on, cause i know i cant fix which you told me yourself and i slowly accepted that.
Point is, can we PLEASE PLEASE move on? look, I know you guys are so tired of this but frankly, I tried to fix it and end it and you say manipulation or wtv is this. I JUST WANT THIS TO END! i know damn well none of you wants drama.
ps: i didnt literally manipulate her when we were friends.... like normal friends. Your guys problem with me is venting and thats it, you dont care about my in real life cause like its not like were gonna meet up! I apologised and realised my mistakes. Lets end it there? i mean would you rather i do the same old things because im trying to move on from this whole ordeal with you guys and better myself.
maybe that reply was too emotional so let me say it more calmly
I understand that no matter what I say, you will not believe me, and that’s fine. I’ve already admitted to what I did wrong, learned from it, and changed my behavior since then. I’m not trying to rewrite the past but I just want it to stop defining who I am now.
I genuinely hope you can heal from me. I don’t want to restart drama or defend myself endlessly. I just want peace and to keep doing better. I’m not trying to manipulate anyone. I just want to be better, and I already accepted that I can’t fix everything. I’ve apologized multiple times and moved on because that’s what I was told to do.
yeah after harassing us and you still keep talking about us in your post, so no you didn’t move on. and heal from you? you’re funny
again you say to move on but why do i still hear our names ? its always the same, you talk about us but we cant do the same. stop trying to be the victim for the love of god
and you’re still lying about having a daughter or even having a boyfriend that doesn’t even exist. this is pure sickness i don’t know how people still like you
did i mention any names there? that was general and reflection of my past self and actions
Do i say them? do i post about you guys? do i post about this drama? no! I've been only talking about myself and my life and where is your actual proof my BF doesn't exist? like dude @ridora brought it up again in forums, i didnt say anything. @Peepaw then brought that up again and it made me lose some of my friends. All i did was try and prove my ex-bf did exist, because i dont wanna tarnish his name with mine. Please use your head... his account was in 2020 mine was in 2022, wouldn't it make sense that i play as nishii than me? Im not gonna go into deep with this cus u dont care. Blame @inner peace like dude, i was minding my own business not bothering you guys at all. I legit post my stuff in experience now more so i can delete. I post random storytime you guys CAN ignore if you think im attention seeking. People like me because i've been trying to just be nice.
so what???? YOURE the one who brought up that drama, a PRIVATE matter up here so respectfully shut up and stop talking about it ??? if you MOVED ON youd stop talking about « they they they » and leave us alone with that drama. even if you’re venting or ranting i truly give no fuck just LET GO OF THIS DRAMA
nice ??? you’ve trying to be NICE ? you harassed us then were the one who need to stop and shut the fuck up, crazy. if you lost some friends then maybe just maybe, stop being on mangago and reflect on yourself.
you know what happened to your old friend group you constantly lied to them yet you did the same shit to us. you even had such a big hatred against prez you wanted to brainwash us into thinking they were a bad people that they were bullying you sending you death threats when that’s what you did for several months. you harassed them then us
8 months ago btw, people forgot about it since then. Few months ago, @Superbunny was doing it then stopped then months later @Ridora did, then @Inner peace and @Wispie, and then @Peepaw. You tell me I brought it up, but I'm not the one who keeps dragging it on.
Okay so exactly where I was being mean? Exactly where I was threatening anybody here? Only people I've been calling out are pedophiles in this site who likes shota. Excuse me??? Exactly where do you see in my posts that I'm being mean to any of you? Exactly where? Also where tf did i say Prez was sending me death threats? We legit made up now. Dude it happened for a month and in your DMs and I stopped, what u want me to do? I reflected already? The reason why I lost friends was because you guys keep implying I was malicious when I had no such intents?
also i don’t care ABOUT THE DOXXING. why do you need to resurface it again again and again ffs i didn’t even mention it in the proof we put in the albums. this is just crazy ass manipulation
I was barely gone and missed a whole ass melodrama
Lolol it's the same thing from 8 months or 10 months ago it's old
This doesn't disprove anything that we said. You entered the server as a 20 year old man. Told two 14 year old girls on multiple occasions that you were gonna off yourself. Spoke to them about inappropriate things and from your own ss, despite being told off by another adult, you continued to engage with them and encourage the behavior. When you were refused entry back into the server, you suddenly became 19 and when that still didn't help, you then dropped to 18. 18, 19, or 20, at every stage you were still a full grown adult who absolutely knew better.
It wasn't multiple occasions, it was one time only. Plus I knew their ages, around
[January] I also lied about my age, I was 18 because you guys seemed older. Also for my own safety, I mean the minor also lied about their age. I didn't speak innappropriate things, it was literally the other person talking it to me and I was responding awkwardly and showing concerns on why do they know those stuff. That it wasn't normal for their age to know that. 2 times, I told them to stop. They gave me an advice I didn't ask for but since it was a nice thing to say to me, I thanked them. In the original convo, I was talking about my anxiety abt my acc being banned.
Also i quite literally stopped (?) I wasn't encouraging any behaviour at all.
I even quite literally told them to stop going to omegle because of the dangers and how ppl flash ppl there. I don't think that's inappropriate when I was warning and telling them to be careful.
18 is barely an adult fym??? If a porn was made around an 18yo is that not weird? They're teens. Full grown is too much for an 18. They've acknowledged it and realised how wrong it was, and apologised. That's growth man. Let it go.
as shown you didn’t stop. why did everyone told you to stop talking to her then’ ? why did everyone told you you were a pedo then ? huh???? you never stopped, fuck you. you kept talking about suicidal shit especially and ESPECIALLY to minors, get help. you KNEW their age before. we had made a birthday list, and even so everyone knew about B’s age. she was acting like a child, yet you still talked about dick with her, you apologized to her and then now you say it’s normal ? that you didn’t do it because you wanted it but because she gave you advice ? hajun she was 14. you lied about so so so many stuff not for safety. no. otherwise it wouldn’t make any sense, would it ? i mean why lie about age for safety and talk about everything’s that’s going on in your life, how is it even remotely possible ? you lied to my face you said you were 19, and then changed your mind by even saying « oops it’s a typo » bitcxh shut up
I legit stopped lmao. I didn't kept talking suicidal shit to minors, we never talked again.
I mean could you search up a person who fell down the stairs and find the exact person? No! Also I did it because fear of you doxxing me which you constantly threatened me with.