why can't i harass people in peace??

all i did was create an entirely new account just to wake up log in and call people slurs like ret*rd and faggot and run around screaming about how i love little boy porn. that's not harassment that's just called ragebaiting duhhhh see the difference is when *i* do it it's just called a little prank that i did JUST for an entire week straight but when other people call me out for it that's called straight up harassment!!!!!!!!!! i only need to make the worst apologies in the world and demand that people forgive and forget me bc OFC i didn't mean it when i said i love seeing little cartoon boys getting raped!! no one should hold me accountable and i will delete every comment calling me out